New Chapter

Its been ages since I last posted anything here. M sorry because I dont hav time to update you with my crappy stories. LOL. Lifes been hard for me nowadays. As a teenager, I guess I've grown up way too fast. Sometimes I just dont knoe whether this is the real me or not. I've changed, totally! M not that girl you used to knoe back then. Try me now, you will see the new me. I bet you.

As time flies by, I've met a lot of men in my life. To be exact, my exes. I really miss them, I do. Even though they hav done shit to me, I still forgive them. People make mistakes rite? They deserve to be forgiven. But if you ask me whether I still love one of them, my answer is NO. After tears by tears run down to my face, its hard for me to put my trust on them anymore. M really tired of drama. Its useless, I realized it.

After years of disappointment, I finally found someone better than all the men I've met before. I just get to knoe him in this year. Its too early but who can deny love? I always remind myself dont ever fall for anybody anymore, but I just did. Harhar. He treats me so well and he knoes exactly when m in worse. Hes always there for me to catch my tears. He takes note in every words I said to him. Hes everything and hes the one that I want for the rest of my life but I knoe its impossible. Only me and certain people who closed to me knoe why is it so impossible for him to be mine. God knoes better, let Him handle it. I just need to hav faith. InsyaAllah, if we're meant to be together, we will be.