Missing you

You knoe that I always wanted you to be mine someday somehow. I said I would wait for that. But when I think of it, I will keep wondering. Will you can really be mine? Will you just belong to me and no others can have you? Will you have your time spend only for me and not for other person? Will that happen? Urghh, I cant seem to find the answer. M lost.

I love you. Thats the only thing I knoe. You've brought me happiness. You showed me how beautiful life can be. Without you, I can see the sorrow in my life. You always lighten me up. You gave me something that I can be able to put into words. You're my everything. Without you my life would be incomplete. Thanks for every single thing you did for me. I appreciate it so much.

But will all the things you did for me keep cycling in my world? M so afraid if I lose you. If I lost in my fight; fight for you. I dont wanna lose. I hate losing. I want you always. I need you. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. You're my other half, Sayang. Please stay, dont go. M begging you :'(

I cant wait to meet you this saturday. Please return home safely and meet me as soon as possible ok? I miss you so damn much! Only God knoes how much it hurts to not see you in 2 weeks. Its soooooooooooooooooo long. I miss your heartbeat. Come back faster eh Sayanggg. I need you here. 2 weeks are like 2000 years. Daymnnn pretty shit. I miss you like crazy, MSAN.